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Thursday, 8 January 2004

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: T.V. - S.W.A.T.


Which one and Why...


Friday, January 09, 2004 1. Britney Spears or Christina Augilera....why?
Christina - she has a killer voice

2. Justin Timberlake or Robbie Williams...why?
Justin - no question - I love the way he sounds

3. Beyonce Knowles or Jennifer Lopez....why?
Beyonce - girl can sing (and she is gorgeous!)

4. Orlando Bloom or Johnny Depp...why?
Johnny Depp - he is sexy as hell (and he's a great actor!)

5. 50 Cent or Ja Rule.....why?
Honestly - neither or both - it's all for show anyway

Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 10:36 PM EST
Updated: Thursday, 8 January 2004 10:40 PM EST
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Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Photocopier Printing
Topic: Quizilla Results
It's the day before the weekend - whoo hooo - I went to my agent yesterday to look at the contact sheets for my new portfolio - not bad - although I'm not very good at posing - I come out much better in natural shots...my agent commented on my pics saying in one particular outfit - I'm displaying this knockout body, but a very innocent face... lol - ahhh yes that's my trap :-)

All in all the pics didn't come out too bad...(I needed new headshots anyway). SO my pictures are out of the way - next step in that department - more acting classes - Looking to start probably next month - we'll see.

Goddess
You are a goddess!


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The boyfriend and I went skating yesterday (this time without his daughter since last night was mummy's night) - I fell at about 3 times (and boy did it hurt) but I'm loving it (although I was freezing! I'm not built for this weather - past winters I've hibernated). But I really do want to learn how to be graceful on skates... all in good time (I hope). As of next week we should be taking Latin-Ballroom dancing classes (sounds fun).

Today we get baby again (The boyfriends daughter). She is the prettiest little girl, and I adore her, but... she's a spoilt brat - who crys when she doesn't get her way (but then again aren't most 4-5 years olds like that). I've spoken to the boyfriend about starting her on a chore/allowance program at home, so she learns the value of money... coz, I tell you this Christmas I realised exactly how spoilt these kids are - I mean every time she finished opening one gift - she say "Oh that's nice", toss it aside and ask for another one... and she got alot of gifts.

She has 2 older sisters (10 and 11), who are not The Boyfriends kids, but are his ex-wifes kids and up until recently, we used to get them once a week too... They opened their gifts and their reaction was pretty much the same... (I had got each of the girls 3 gifts, the boyfriend got them more).

I thought, maybe that's just the way kids are, but when I went down to visit my dad, I watched the way my younger sisters reacted to their gifts (they are 10 and 11 too), and they were so happy - the way I remember being when I opened my gifts at Christmas and they were surprised to get more than one gift as opposed to being expectant...

Where am I going with this, I don't know - but here I am, no kids of my own, dealing with a guy with kids who love me off (and who I love very much) and I desperately wish there was a way of teaching them the value of stuff without crossing the line (ie. Trying to be their mother)...

I supposed millions have been here, and I am thankful that the ex-wife is no-way towards me when it comes to the girls (Infact she has actually thanked me for being to great with the kids). So I do appreciate that (even though she does give The Boyfriend hell!!!

I dunnoo, now I'm just rambling, but such is life...

I should get back to work..

Take care

Earth
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for answers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.


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Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 9:02 AM EST
Updated: Friday, 9 January 2004 3:02 PM EST
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Wednesday, 7 January 2004
Quizilla - Me ... maybe
Topic: Quizilla Results
HASH(0x85f4568)
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"I've come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."


The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


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Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 10:20 AM EST
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Mid-Week Blahs
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Once again the sweet sound of traffic...
Back at work again... :-) Ice Skating was fun yesterday, went with the boyfriend and his daughter (who got her first skates for Christmas)...
Quite an experience ... Go figure, here I am, born and bred African, not exactly my cup-o-tea, but hey, I can't believe how much fun I had.... as we were putting on our skates a young guy named Alex came over to talk to us... he ended up taking me out on the ice to teach me to skate while the boyfriend taught his daughter. Turns out Alex is a streetkid, I got to speaking with him, he says his 19 years old, came up here from California (though why he would leave the warmth to come up here and freeze I can't figure out)...So I asked him the questions that I've been dying to ask (ever since I've been here from home (which is about 4 years), I've been trying to figure out why we have so many people living on the streets when there are so many opportunities available.

My first question to young Alex was why, why live on the streets - he says his parents abandoned him when he was about 13 years old, so he's had to fend for himself.
Where does he sleep? - Under a bridge In This Cold? He says he has lots of comforters.
Why not go to a shelter? They are a bunch of bull... (he won't use bad language in front of a lady)
How do you make money to survive Panhandling - teaching people to skate (although I'm not asking you for money)

Well, unfortunately, as much as I wanted to, I didn't end up giving him any money because - well, I didn't have any on me and he had to leave to go have dinner (one of his friends came to call him) before we were done skating... I will be going back tonight.

Unconscious Mutterings

  1. Vintage:: Car
  2. Longing:: Love
  3. Specimen:: Unique
  4. Mock:: Accent
  5. Shit:: Happens
  6. Friday:: Night
  7. Cruel:: Coincidence
  8. Insufficient:: Funds
  9. Pessimistic:: Person
  10. Grin:: Sly



Bear
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Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 9:27 AM EST
Updated: Wednesday, 7 January 2004 11:25 AM EST
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Tuesday, 6 January 2004
New Year - here we go again...
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Traffic
Topic: Beginner Blogger
Well I figure I can't be left out in the cold now can I? So here I am, I'm at work typing away - I'm sure I look really busy, when in fact - I'm not. My website www.blakwido.com is up and running, and I must say, I am pleased with the response I am getting. I mean it may (or may not)be a totally narcissistic site - but what the hell - you only live once.

Good News: I'm the feature girl for MAMi Magazine this week - www.mamimagazine.com (whoo hooo). My agency called to say my new pictures are ready (headshots and what not) so I have to go pic them out.

Bad News: More money out of my pocket for prints and management fees for the next year (oh when will the cash start flowing in????)

Well the work days almost done, I may - or may not - continue this when I get home tonight. I'm off to go skating tonight (skating???) - Yeh - ice-skating - I can't skate to save my life - so I'm sure to be all bruised up by the time I get home - but gotta try it out for myself.... will let you know how that went tommorrow...

Take care

Blakwido


Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 4:22 PM EST
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Tuesday, 30 September 2003
Zimbo's Lost in Cyberspace
Homesick.... ahhh yes what a wonderful feeling ... I wanna go home... yes I know it's rather crappy right now - but oh the memories....

Posted by crazysexyflyandcool at 11:56 AM EDT
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